I did remember to post today but delayed it and forgot. Story of my life. This was supposed to be a journal but within a few days I turned it to posting bullshit with no substance. I’m radically honest with everyone. Except myself. I guess I’m the only person who can shut me up in […]
I feel like I’m failing better than yesterday. I had some relapses where I went to X and YouTube because I’m still getting used to getting bored. I have more energy. Or at least I manifest it more, just talking with my wife more and walking around the house more. When time isn’t wasted on […]
I know having ADHD is not my fault. I think I also know I shouldn’t blame myself for being different. What is my fault is not building and maintaining systems to make the best use of the cards I have. ADHD is a superpower and I’m not only failing to harness it to the full […]
Yesterday wasn’t better than the day before. Maybe. I wrote that because I think that. But, it wasn’t terrible either. I’m still bad at making a plan for the day and sticking to it. I still find myself drifting to get that dopamine. And I still don’t have systems in place to have metrics for […]
Yesterday wasn’t the most productive day. I’ve done a bunch of productive things as always, but in my typical time blindness I have no idea what. I haven’t been spending the time checking Rewind.AI to compile a report for myself. I think I’m scared to see how much I waste my time still. Deleted YouTube […]
I’ve been having what could be defined as a mini existential crisis lately. I’ll be 30 soon, I’m working at my dream company working on a space I’m very passionate about. I find myself in a place where I need to refactor all the parts of myself that’s dragging me back. I have severe ADHD. […]